I was born innocent just like you.
I got it out, and was done with him.
He even told me his girlfriend before me complained of the same issue… I guess it does not take a rocket scientist to figure out why she and I both got vaginal infections after having sex with this guy.
Second, psychologically, there is a constant tension inside us due to desiring someone who causes us such pain and yet periodically comes back to rescue us from it.
Again, as part of his agenda, this manipulative behavior lays the groundwork for the next discard which, of course, will come faster after his return and with far more crippling intensity than all the discards before it.
Perhaps we had to cut off all communication without any conversation at all.